Merry Christmas & Happy New Year to all...

Year 2008 is going to the end soon... times travel real fast till now I still can't believe it!! This year wasn't a very good year for me maye becuz I 犯太岁 and did not go & pray that's why there are so many "xiao ren" around me this year!! I would say that these people most of them are hypocrites! They appear very nice and friendly in front of you but in their heart their are not real to you!

I have changed my job... and these job I found that the management and colleagues are really different from big organisation... as my MD he is a very nice man I would say that all my colleagues all nice! Maybe due to work of cuz there will have some argument but if that just forget about it (forgive & forget). Everybody have their own working style and attitude as for me I don't like people to disturb my work.

I do wish that I will have a better year in Y2009!

Merry X'mas & Happy New Year to alll..... ciao ciao...

His B'day

I should have post this earlier but am too busy with my work this week that's why abit lazy to blog. Lleroy's had just passed his 1 year old birthday on the 10th this month!

It was rather crowded alto some of the invitatioin did not response! And I am wondering why these people are so rude they got no education at all? Don't they feel that even if you don't want to come you should at least reply or response?! Anyway lucky "these uneducated" people did not come as the food that I've ordered is not enough... I did not took many picture that day cuz too bz running about.. haha!!




He loves to play with his fat jiujiu






He went for a dip in the morning the moment he went to the pool the children over there wanted to play with him... Haha!! Maybe he is too adorable bah...








Brayden is enjoying eating his handki






The 2 "pig" (With his ah bee ah yi)


This gong gong take photo always don't want to look at the cam.....!!!!


His birthday cake for the day. Sponsored by his doting Ah yi: Thank You Ah yi....... :)

Lleroy's Birthday Update ^^

Tomorrow we are celebrating Lleroy's first birthday at Costa Sand Resort (Pasir Ris)!! I am very busy my work and shopping for his new clothings that's why I have not been updating my blog... Hehe :)

My boss want me to arrange all the equipments to JB warehouse by this week as there are alot of M'sia customs things not beening approved therefore I might have to suggest maybe after auditing than we arrange the shipment out to JB. Auditor is coming on last day of 2008 for inventory check and I need to tally up all the stock OMG!! Their inventory is in a mess!! I don't really know how & what to do with it... nevermind just get my work done properly will do.

Taka is having their sales (Additional 10% for member) now. Just went shopping with Joy & AB and I bought a burberry, RPL polo tee for Lleroy and a burberry polo tee for Ethyl as her BD and X'mas gift... after buying I remember I have actually forgotten about my little bossy Brayden!!! Oh dear... Brayden please forgive your blur blur ah yi ok?? So I messaged my sis ask her to go n chose a little pressie for Brayden as this is his first X'mas in life...

This year is Lleroy's 2nd X'mas. Remember last year people are busy buying their x'mas gift or busy for gift exchange I am staying at home for my confinement *sad*. I don't know this year x'mas where will I be going as economic not very good don't feel like wasting money same goes for CNY. Haiz.... I hope in Y2009 it will be a beta year!

** Merry X'mas & New Year to all... **

Problem!

My weekend wasn't very happy! Bad news keep coming to me... which I don't even know what to do and how should I handle it well!?

My Saturday plan was to go ECP and celebrate Ethyl b'day and cycle... and I almost can't go because Hubby said his mum is in hospital and he don't have the mood to go and enjoy there so he decided not to go... and since he not going so I also don't go! But I angry not angry with him I know not his fault and that is his mum of cause he don't have the mood to enjoy even if he go! I know I shouldn't be angry with him but I did! I am guilty till now I have yet to apologies to him.... in the end Hubby said he will go hospital and visit his mum first after he come back than we go ECP on our own... soon his mum called and ask him not to go since he want to go out.. since he is not going to hospital so I called gal ask her to come and fetch me... ha! I finally went there... took some picture but not yet uploaded.. i don't know when will I be free to upload... it will take some times for me to load photos.

My Sunday woke up in the morning with Lleroy only in the house. Since I am alone with him I bath, fed him boil some barley water for him, wash all the clothes up... vacuum/mop the floor... I was busy and tired but I really enjoy it!! Till night Hubby bought a BAD NEWS to me while I am changing my bed sheet! His dagu might have to go operation for her hand (I don't know what's wrong.) The first thing come to my mind is if she go for her operation what will happen to Lleroy? As my MIL can't look after Lleroy so Hubby dagu is helping us to look after him...!! If she also need to go for operation what happen to my boy? I feel that he is so poor thing keep pushing here & there!! This is a big trouble for me I can't sleep well last night as I keep thinking what to do? How about I resign and stay at home look after him myself? I am very stress now... I hope that his dagu case is not serious so that don't have to go for operation or maybe the operation can be arrange after CNY!! Of cause due to some selfish reasons I will have to think this way... WHAT TO DO??!?!??!! CAN SOMEONE TELL ME!!!

Yeah!!! Friday!!

I am so happy that today is Friday!! Why am I so excited and happy?!

Ha it is because I feel that it is very difficult to spend my time in office as there are not much jobs that's why I feel that from Monday to Wednesday the days seems to be so long and the time was not moving fast! Tomorrow is Saturday and I have 2 important appt 1 is my facial appt and the other 1 is my niece 4th yo bday celebration @ ECP!! Wahaha... I wanna go there and cycle, cycle... bring Lleroy to the beach for a dip and teach him how to build sand castle, ha! Yuppie!! Hope that we will have a wonderful weather tomorrow so that we can enjoy our outdoor activities happily!! Remember our last outdoor was last year Dad's bday, we had picnic at ECP too... but me and jiejie can't do/play anything as we are carrying a big belly with us... this year we are going again and I can plan to cycle, play at the beach cuz no more big belly with me now therefore no more "NO WAY" for me this time round.

I would like to wish my naughty gal, Ethylyn "Happy 4th Bday!" I will forever love you deep deep in my heart!!

8 Years!

Today is our pak tor 8 years anniversary, 11 Nov!

We have been together for 8 years even for myself I also can't believe it....
I still remember how we know each other... we know each other online (IRC) it is very popular at that time. At IRC we chat online, we exchange phone number, we message each other everyday and follow by phone call and meet up! Of cuz I am not so brave to meet up with him alone so I ask my friend to join me and I still remember we meet up with him watch our movie at PS. Ha.. I think because it is late night and too dark so I can't see properly bah... so now already stick to him for 8 years le... (Joking!) Hahahaha...... So far he is not a very romantic man but I do know that he love me a lot same as me! Many times he will neglect my feeling but I will always remind him or hints him.. haha...

Dear, I love you and Baby!

Time flies!

Time flies Lleroy is already 11mo today! He is learning to walk.. in a very careful and slow kind on the floor but if he is on the bed he will stand and try to let go of his hand.. only on bed he will do it cuz he knew that if he fall he won't get baluku! Because he scared of falling down if fall down he will hurt himself... but every time when he fell down I told him "Never mind, dear! It's alright.. u fell and u must learn how to climb up on your own." He is celebrating his 1yo bday next month and I am bz preparing for this chalet celebration.

I had been working in a new environment for 1 month too! Time really travel fast and I do enjoy work here! The boss and colleagues here are really kind maybe due to it is a small MNC so they always help each others! They go for flexible working time... we can went for lunch for about 2 hours sometimes nobody dare to said anything too! Cuz my MD feel that if we can get our work done on time he is always open to discuss anything! Hehe... He is a true gentlemen wor... haha... and our Senior sales mgr is a joking... always full of craps! Ha.. he can talk anything but most of the time are craps.. so I always act and join into his craps too! This man is really fun and he look very adorable too! It's true! If he is in the office our office will fill with laughter however if WITHOUT him our office also got laughter too! Ha...

Staying with In-Laws

I am staying with my parents-in-law and sister-in-law.
Staying with them is not a bad things... at least when I am tired somebody is there to help me look after my boy and I can rest a while. Of cuz you won't have your privacy life with your hubby too much as there are "Too Many" people in the house! Sometimes it is abit inconvenience too... however with them at home at least some of your housework they will take care of it... like dinner, washing etc! Of cuz everybody have their own living habit and there are times we will have some argument but after that we will forget everything. But nowadays who will want to stay with their parents-in-law?! Of cuz if I have a choice I will want to stay on my own but just that staying on my own a lots of things I have to do myself. That's why there are advantages and disadvantages. Everytime I remind myself that I have to love and care for them as though they are my real parents! Since hubby and I are married we share our love and care to both our parents no matter what even to grandparents!

I wonder how is he now....??

Today is the 1st day his gu po to look after him....

Past few days I had been telling him that his granny went for operation so these few months gu po will look after him.... he have to behave and cannot cry when I carry him over in the morning....

He didn't cry when we entered the house.... when I leave he also didn't cry... cuz he didn't see me went out... when I reach MRT station I called and check on him.... Lau's da gu said he is crying.... I heard him crying over the phone my heart feel very very sad and I almost cry too! Just hope that my MIL can recover faster than she can help to look after Lleroy... actually my MIL, Hubby and I just cant bare to let other people to look after him... cuz we know that he will cry if change another care taker.

Hubby told me he did something that make my MIL cried on Thursday.

My MIL suppose to admit to hospital on Thu afternoon 3pm but becuz there is no bed at the moment so she went at 4pm instead. Actually this timing little boy is suppose to be sleeping... but he didn't want to sleep so my FIL carried him when he saw my MIL sitting my the living he want her to carry him... and this little boy actually gave her a hug... and this hug made my MIL cries!! My FIL told me that he seems to know that his granny is going for operation and gave her a hug... this little boy seldom want my MIL to carry if my FIL is carrying him. Maybe becuz my MIL cant carry him and move around bah...

He is going to 11mo soon....

Can you tell how different he is now?


New born...


1st month....


2nd month...


3rd month...


4th month...


5th month...


6th month...


7th month....


8th month....


9th month...


10th month...

My little handsome boy.... cheers!!

Moody

My MIL is going for her operation this coming Friday.

I got no choice but to send Lleroy to Hubby's Dagu house as she can help to look after Lleroy. Why I said I have no choice cuz I don't like his dagu very much! Many years ago she said something which make me angry with her till now. I do hope that Lleroy can behave well under her care too! I do wish that my MIL can recover fast and I won't have to leave Lleroy to other people care which I am not close too.

Hubby told me the other day... when his dagu look after Lleroy if there is anything which I don't like or unhappy with don't show or tell his dagu directly... Haha... am this kind of person if I am really unhappy with you I will tell you straight away but sometimes I don't... depend on my mood.... but if I am not happy from my face can show everything.... cuz this is only temporary... hahaha... Don't need him to tell me I also know I shouldn't do that but there are things which you can't control.... though I don't like her!

Little Lleroy loves singing.... if you sing to him "If you are happy" he will clap his hand for you.... 1 thing which I don't like about him is he doesn't like to drink his milk from bottle.... everytime I have to feed him with spoon... so mafan... when he get older either he drink from cup or not he will drink from bottle! Nan ren zhen ma fan... haha....

Alone

I am alone in the office now..... all my colleagues and manager had went to Thailand for the off-site meeting! These two days I will be all alone... the office is so quiet....

I miss my baby... every morning when he saw me wearing my shoe he will start to come to me and want me to carry him... if I closed the door standing outside he will start to cry... just can't bare to see him cry when I want to go to work... if can I do hope to bring him along! **Sad**

Oh just to update a bit I am planning for his birthday party on Dec'08 but I still yet to list out my guest list cuz I don't know who I wan't to invite. There are so many things for me to do these 2 months!! November is my good friend's wedding but all the information she gave me is last min... imagine we have not yet arrange to meet up with all the jiemei!! She just told us she want us to wear white dress in the morning in the day (No white dress at home got to go & buy)! Yan told me that she plan next year November (Again!) for her wedding... haha... and I told her "You don't need to invite me cuz I don't have time & money to attend your wedding!" haha!! What a good friend I am!! Just joking with her, think she should know about it cuz we are friends for 14years liao.... no matter what I will still help her cuz she is my best friend mah!

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This is my 3rd day of work.... and I am still not used to it yet...
Why?! Hahaha.... It is because every morning I have to woke up at 7 or 7.15am which when it is 6.45 I will wake up and look at the clock to check is it my alarm rang I didn't know? Or I overslept? Haiz... Cos for the past few yrs I have to woke up at 6plus so that I won't be late for work... but since I found a job near my house so I don't have to wake up so early... even I wake up at 7.15am I still got time to walk around in the house for 5-10mins... even if I board the train at 8.30am from BL I also won't be late for work... I am happy... but I still can't get use to it now!! On my first day of work I reach home before 7am and I am resting at about 7.30pm!! I still told my PIL that I am not used to reach home so early hahaha....

In my new office I still don't have a table of my own yet cos the whse will be having a reno after the reno is done then I will have my own work desk.
I don't know when will the reno be done? Don't know when I can get my own desk....

First Day of Work

Today is my first day of work in a new company... but I am down with flu and cough.
However the boss is nice wor... he asked me if I can take it if really don't feel well he can excuse me early but today is my first day no matter how unwell I am I will still work till 6pm!! Kekeke....
I slept still 7am this morning!! I left my house at 7.55am reach office before 9am!! Wow... that's fast wor... great! Actually I woke up early in the morning 4am because I feel that Lleroy for abit of nose block so Hubby and I decided to switch off the aircon apply vicks and fed him medicine and change diaper for him but this little notti boy didn't want to sleep after that!! OMG!! So he just play around on the bed... singing to himself... use his "durian head" to knock you... haiz... I wanted to post mre picture of him during the weekend but I am down with flu so no mood to surfnet and I kept watching the DVDs which my friend had borrowed me....

Don't Understand?!

Sometimes I really don't understand why there are mothers who doesn't even want to prepare their own food for their babies!? I also don't like to cook and I had no interest in cooking too! But ever since Lleroy start to take porridge I will think of different kind of foods for him and during weekends or if I am at home I will prepare the food myself for him. That's why I don't understand why there are mothers who are so lazy to prepare their own baby's food??? Nowadays I will go supermarket to you pumpkin, vegetables etc for Lleroy to eat... Last time I will never go supermarket to buy all these food and in supermarket the only place I will go is the titbits corner! Hahahaha..... Sometimes I feel like telling off the parents but I can't do that! Don't they feel guilt at all? Haiz... there are too many things to complain...

Nowadays Lleroy he know how to love, hug people that he always sees..... if he see you change into nice clothings or open the door he will follow you too.... and if you close the door and wave to him, he will cry and keep looking at you... wahhahahahah.... I found that he is getting cuter day by day.....

HATE PIG!!!

I have been working for 11yrs and met different kind of people!! But I have never met this kind of idiot before in my life and I hope she is the first and only one that I have met!! I am going to delete her out of my life from 30th Sept '08!! Even if I see her on the road or other place I will never ever walk up and say "HELLO" or smile at her!! I will ignore her and walk away! She is really a damn STUPID IDIOT PIG!! People who don't work with her will think that she is a very kind and friendly person... initially I though she was too! But if you are to be her team-mate you will start to recognise she is not as good as what you think! She can try to make people think that she is hardworking by putting alots of papers and files on her desk but who knows actually she is not busy at all it's just that she do things very slow and need to take longer time to finish the work so people will see "Ya, this PIG is so busy so hardworking!" And if you clear your table or you finish the work faster than her people will thought that why you are not doing anything and why she is so busy all the time?! I am suppose to work till 3rd October but because of her I decide to work till 30th Sept instead! Thinking back I shouldn't had help her so much in work, I should let her die there herself! I am damn angry with this PIG she really spoil my mood of the week! Sometimes if in her work she is not happy with anyone or anythings she will asked me to tell that person.... like that people will think that she is nice and I am a nasty person!

Because I thought that we are a team so I always help her solve her problem when she come to me or I will do for her if she don't know... but after doing all these for her she never ever appreciate your help! She can act kind to me but in front of her friends she will tell tales about me or even go to our HOD and complain about me!! YES in order to let the work done fast I might be demanding or nasty to some people but I only want to make sure all the work is done!

Actually I am very sad that she treat me like that I feel that if you are unhappy or angry just come and tell me! Don't need to play so many pattern right?! However I think she just can't take it that I am being promoted to Senior earlier than her! I remember she used to tell me if let say BT want to promote me first she won't feel anything but now I don't think so!

It’s Tuesday today and 7 more days to go!!! I have been MIA for many days from work….. don't care! Hehehe…..
PL called me up the other day… asking me if I want to go back NL to work?!
I didn't reject her only tell her that I am serving my notice and joining a new company soon… she scolded me and said why I want to change job I did not call her???
All the while she always wants me to go back and work for her… hehehe…. Because I have signed my LOA with the new company so I have to reject her offer to me.
I am thinking if I never sign my LOA with the new company or if she call me earlier will I go back and work with her??
During my stay there she treated me still ok. Not that she is bad but quite bossy sometimes…. If since it doesn’t affect me so I also didn’t bother so much.
People always say “好马不吃回头草“ if really go back does that mean I am not a 好马?? She said if I am not happy at the new company can call her anytime… cause she wan me to go back and help her up.
I told her “OK” will call her if I want to change again…. Hahaha… but the other problem is how much can they offer me?? Salary is my main question…. As what I know they can’t offer a position with too high pay. Haiz… boring….

Little update for Lleroy…. I feel that he get very excited when he saw us playing with PSP or laptop… he will come and touch it…
Whenever his Daddy is playing PSP he will want to see together with Hubby if not he will beat the PSP so Daddy have no choice but to let him watch…..
Here are some pictures to share:

Trying my new toy....




Making funny faces for Mummy to take photo...


Guess what am I doing now??


Hahaha.. got it?! Disturb Daddy.. who ask him to play PSP in front of me!!





Busy watching my mother goose DVD....

日久见人心

I found that there are some people they are just too proud…
Proud is a very unfriendly word to me….
Why I said they are proud….
When they first came without any knowledge or rather new in everything…
Whatever you teach them they learn… after learning (Only basic) they will start to act like they are expertise…..
A little knowledge to them like so much till they can act like that??
They will try to find out more information from you and they will continue to act smart….
To me I find that if you know only this “little” information don't act like a expertise in front of those people who work in the same trade for years!!
Simply don't like these kind of people a lot… because once you taught them all the things, they will forget that they were once learning under you.
But when the first time you get close to them you won’t know what kind of person they are…
I can only say that “日久见人心”……………

He failed his hearing test!!!

Yesterday little Lleroy went for his hearing test. And the result is... he failed!!??
I don't that why he didn't want to show respond to the sound or he can't hear the sound?!?!
Don't think that he can't hear the sound maybe he just too sleepy and don't want to entertain the nurse. Although I am abit worry about it but I must think and stay positive... have to make other appointment for him to go back again for check-up on the hearing.

My new company called me up yesterday and said that they have a site meeting in BKK this coming October and they had included my share. I really hope to go but I can't bare to let Lleroy sleep w/o me at night if not I will miss him a lot. Knowing that it is unhealthy for both of us but I really used to let him sleep beside me if I put him back to his cot & sleep, in the middle of the night he will cry very pitiful and want me to carry him up.... this is actually a headaches for Hubby & me too.... same like me Hubby also feel empty if he did not sleep with us. Hahaha... but Hubby will always say let him sleep on his own if not next time when he grow up always want to sleep with us and everytime he said only (NO ACTION DONE).....

Sick???

I am on medical leave today... not that my body is sick but my heart and eyes are sick!!
Just because I don't want to attend the meeting that's why I take MC. I know it is bad but that is not what I want to do...

I just notice something about Lleroy... nowadays he will took his handkerchief and clean the floor and table... so cute!! I think it is because every time we do it in front of him and now he is trying to follow us. I didn't take any picture of that coz very lazy to take camera out... hahahaa!!!!

Daddy like to cover him up with blanket....


yummy.... yummy.... want to try???


My yeye and cousin, Travis.


This crazy woman always claim that I am her son-in-law... hahaha...

I think wait till I study primary school wonder if her daughter is here anot?? Hehe

Moody, Moody.....

Am I too much?? I am currently serving my notice to my current company.
But I seems like after I have tendered my letter I don't have the mood to work and I feel that I shouldn't bother so much about work.
I have been late since the day after I’ve tendered and TODAY I reach office at 9.20am!!! Oh… this is the first time over the 1 year time in this company.

Have been counting down my miserable days now…. everyday I reach office I will think of lunch time and after lunch time I will think of 6.15pm “GO HOME!!”
Hahaha… maybe I am too tired in this company coz I don't want to face those people who know 四川变脸!! Their face change faster than I change my clothes!
Smile at you sometimes seems like very caring to you but behind you, can stab you till you die also don't know why!?
I am not perfect too but at least don't do that behind others people back and still can act like you are a victim.
I am just not happy with something that happened last week.
BT sent out and email asked us SG/BB/AT to clear the backlog and asked us to discuss how to do about it.
However BB did not discuss with me (I don't know if she discussed with SG) she went to BT and tell her about it after that BT sent out and email saying as SG is too busy to do it so only BB and AT have to do it. I am just not happy why that BB did not discuss with me and she can go in and talk to BT about it!? When I just saw the email I went to her but she told me she is busy now asked me to wait. Ok I wait! I wait till she went home, next working day she also never asked me. I am still thinking if I were to clear the backlog in the first place I am not happy with it already…
In my previous company even though I resigned I still work very hard for them while serving my notice to the company but in PA I don't feel like it maybe I am too disappointed with the people here.
Everyday I don't feel like working, don't feel like coming to work, don't feel like facing these people, don't feel like sitting in the office, don't feel like talking to them!! SO MANY DON’T in my mind…..
Whatever it is I still have 12day (exclude weekend & public holiday) to go…..
I know it is unfair for someone but I just can’t face these kind of people anymore! I am sick and tired to see them now!

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I hope that in small office I don't have to face this kind of people again!
I hope it is a new start for me!
I hope I can be happier there!
I hope my new boss will appreciate my attitude & performance at work and not change of attitude towards me after I have fought so hard for them!
I hope I can leave happily everyday from now on!
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Mama!?

Notice that Lleroy have been saying "Mama" these two days....
it seems like he is calling me!? Oh... Hubby going to be jealous again!!
Hahaha...

The first time i heard him saying Mama is he is notti and not behaving himself so I beat him, he cried and said Mamamamamama.... Em... nvm second time is this morning while I am packing my things so I put him in his cot to play but later he cried and called Mama again!!!?? And the 3rd time is this afternoon... I was mopping the floor so I ask him to stay there down move around if not later he will fell down, he nv listen to me and keep following me here n there when he can't see me he cried and called Mama again!!! And now I am sure his Mama is calling me!! Hahahahaha.... If I will to tell Hubby about it he will get jealous again! Don't care just tell him everything... let him jealous :)

I am planning for Lleroy's birthday in Dec now I am wondering if I should prepare some gift for the guest for

Look how happy he is....

Picture taken before we set off to Chinatown on Sat....

With his yeye....