My weekend wasn't very happy! Bad news keep coming to me... which I don't even know what to do and how should I handle it well!?
My Saturday plan was to go ECP and celebrate Ethyl b'day and cycle... and I almost can't go because Hubby said his mum is in hospital and he don't have the mood to go and enjoy there so he decided not to go... and since he not going so I also don't go! But I angry not angry with him I know not his fault and that is his mum of cause he don't have the mood to enjoy even if he go! I know I shouldn't be angry with him but I did! I am guilty till now I have yet to apologies to him.... in the end Hubby said he will go hospital and visit his mum first after he come back than we go ECP on our own... soon his mum called and ask him not to go since he want to go out.. since he is not going to hospital so I called gal ask her to come and fetch me... ha! I finally went there... took some picture but not yet uploaded.. i don't know when will I be free to upload... it will take some times for me to load photos.
My Sunday woke up in the morning with Lleroy only in the house. Since I am alone with him I bath, fed him boil some barley water for him, wash all the clothes up... vacuum/mop the floor... I was busy and tired but I really enjoy it!! Till night Hubby bought a BAD NEWS to me while I am changing my bed sheet! His dagu might have to go operation for her hand (I don't know what's wrong.) The first thing come to my mind is if she go for her operation what will happen to Lleroy? As my MIL can't look after Lleroy so Hubby dagu is helping us to look after him...!! If she also need to go for operation what happen to my boy? I feel that he is so poor thing keep pushing here & there!! This is a big trouble for me I can't sleep well last night as I keep thinking what to do? How about I resign and stay at home look after him myself? I am very stress now... I hope that his dagu case is not serious so that don't have to go for operation or maybe the operation can be arrange after CNY!! Of cause due to some selfish reasons I will have to think this way... WHAT TO DO??!?!??!! CAN SOMEONE TELL ME!!!
