Little Boy is down!

My little boy is down with flu, cough, fever! Seeing him not feeling well and the cough made him unable to eat & sleep well I feel very sad.... I wish I am the one that suffer NOT him!! And I only hope that he can get well soon!! Son, Mommy love you....!

Night w/o Daddy

Yesterday was Daddy 1st day night shift for the month. This is not the 1st time he worked night shift however something Lleroy does last night was before going to bed he actually asking for Daddy?! After switching off the lights and TV Lleroy keep asking Daddy, Daddy?! So I told him Daddy is working night today for this months there are some days Daddy will not be sleeping with us... after telling him these he just lying down on the bed and sleep. When he woke up this morning he saw Daddy sleeping beside him and he started to "talk" to him (Daddy is asleep) after "talking" he kissed Daddy... the scenes is so sweet.

Stress!

I am lost! I don't know what I need and what I want actually! Things is not getting smoothes for me all the ways.... Thought I will have a new start, but not. Thinking of getting something new, nothing came! Am wondering what actually I need?! If there is a fairy godmother please come and help me! Couldn't explain to anyone how I feel, some how feel very stressful.... even for Hubby he asked me I also don't know how to tell him!! I am stress, stress, stress... Can someone tell me what I should do now?

Should or Shouldn't I?

Thought of changing job *again*!!??

Not that I want to change, I feel that it seems like I got no other choice but to try. Since the economic downturn my current company had to change the working days from 5-day week to 4-day week therefore it's mean about 20% deduct of monthly salary and I believed not only my current company facing this pay deduction others too. If I were to change what if the company also facing this crisis? Sooner or later I will still facing the same problem. Hoping that my prayer will answered me ASAP....

Father & Son

Does they look alike? No right!! Hahaha, because my son resemble more like me! :)
Have not been uploading picture for my blog as it is not a easy task to take picture of this little boy... he always move here & there!! After taking his picture he will want you to show him his photo. He is already 15 months old and I have been looking for a neighbourhood CCC (Childcare Center) for him as I plan to enrol him when he is ready (18 or 22 mos). In order to motivate his learning interest early at home I also do some teaching at night after back from work, teaching him some things that he is surrounded with and food that he takes.

Recently he seems to be a big business boy! He would always take that spoil phone walking around, holding the phone talking to himself.

V-Day 14.02.09

After married there is no v-day for me anymore!! I can still remember when is the last time I received flowers from Hubby for V-day *14 Feb 2005* after that the reasons is always the same...."Flowers for what?! You can keep for long or neither you can eat!!" Guys just don't understand what a woman want!!

Was suppose to go Sentosa with Hubby & Lleroy on Sat. Since I can't celebrate my V-day with Hubby alone so I decided to spend as a family day instead. The trip was cancel as Lleroy is having fever since Friday evening!! So we decided to spend our time at home looking after the little ones.

About my little naughty boy!

Baby is about a packet of 10kgs rice!! Oh dear... can say that seems like abit heavy?! Nowadays he can get down from the bed on his own and sometimes when he know that you are angry he will try to make funny faces to cheer u up! I like his action sometimes however his temper is very bad... just like me :) When he do something and make me fed up with him he will come and hug me in order for me not to be angry with him. If his Daddy "bully" me (Hubby & I like to fight sometimes at nites!) and happen that I lose he will cry and later come over and hug me *sweet of him* or if his Daddy "beat" me I will act very sad and cry later he will look at his Daddy after that his hug will come to me! Hehe... we did try a few times... only when Daddy "bully" me he will come and hug me... if I "bully" Daddy and Hubby cry he will just look at him and ignore him! *Haha* And the jealous Daddy will say "U naughty boy, I don't love you anymore!" But no matter what Daddy say he will still ignore him.

Lleroy he loves baby too! This kpo boy every times when he heard my SIL daughter crying in the room he will walk in and look here n there! Notice that when I carry the baby gal he will come and hug me... perhaps he don't want me to carry other baby but after awhile he will run away and kpo liao.

Hubby and I are planning for a car of our own now. We might be getting it on early April which I hope so too!