Don't Understand?!

Sometimes I really don't understand why there are mothers who doesn't even want to prepare their own food for their babies!? I also don't like to cook and I had no interest in cooking too! But ever since Lleroy start to take porridge I will think of different kind of foods for him and during weekends or if I am at home I will prepare the food myself for him. That's why I don't understand why there are mothers who are so lazy to prepare their own baby's food??? Nowadays I will go supermarket to you pumpkin, vegetables etc for Lleroy to eat... Last time I will never go supermarket to buy all these food and in supermarket the only place I will go is the titbits corner! Hahahaha..... Sometimes I feel like telling off the parents but I can't do that! Don't they feel guilt at all? Haiz... there are too many things to complain...

Nowadays Lleroy he know how to love, hug people that he always sees..... if he see you change into nice clothings or open the door he will follow you too.... and if you close the door and wave to him, he will cry and keep looking at you... wahhahahahah.... I found that he is getting cuter day by day.....

HATE PIG!!!

I have been working for 11yrs and met different kind of people!! But I have never met this kind of idiot before in my life and I hope she is the first and only one that I have met!! I am going to delete her out of my life from 30th Sept '08!! Even if I see her on the road or other place I will never ever walk up and say "HELLO" or smile at her!! I will ignore her and walk away! She is really a damn STUPID IDIOT PIG!! People who don't work with her will think that she is a very kind and friendly person... initially I though she was too! But if you are to be her team-mate you will start to recognise she is not as good as what you think! She can try to make people think that she is hardworking by putting alots of papers and files on her desk but who knows actually she is not busy at all it's just that she do things very slow and need to take longer time to finish the work so people will see "Ya, this PIG is so busy so hardworking!" And if you clear your table or you finish the work faster than her people will thought that why you are not doing anything and why she is so busy all the time?! I am suppose to work till 3rd October but because of her I decide to work till 30th Sept instead! Thinking back I shouldn't had help her so much in work, I should let her die there herself! I am damn angry with this PIG she really spoil my mood of the week! Sometimes if in her work she is not happy with anyone or anythings she will asked me to tell that person.... like that people will think that she is nice and I am a nasty person!

Because I thought that we are a team so I always help her solve her problem when she come to me or I will do for her if she don't know... but after doing all these for her she never ever appreciate your help! She can act kind to me but in front of her friends she will tell tales about me or even go to our HOD and complain about me!! YES in order to let the work done fast I might be demanding or nasty to some people but I only want to make sure all the work is done!

Actually I am very sad that she treat me like that I feel that if you are unhappy or angry just come and tell me! Don't need to play so many pattern right?! However I think she just can't take it that I am being promoted to Senior earlier than her! I remember she used to tell me if let say BT want to promote me first she won't feel anything but now I don't think so!

It’s Tuesday today and 7 more days to go!!! I have been MIA for many days from work….. don't care! Hehehe…..
PL called me up the other day… asking me if I want to go back NL to work?!
I didn't reject her only tell her that I am serving my notice and joining a new company soon… she scolded me and said why I want to change job I did not call her???
All the while she always wants me to go back and work for her… hehehe…. Because I have signed my LOA with the new company so I have to reject her offer to me.
I am thinking if I never sign my LOA with the new company or if she call me earlier will I go back and work with her??
During my stay there she treated me still ok. Not that she is bad but quite bossy sometimes…. If since it doesn’t affect me so I also didn’t bother so much.
People always say “好马不吃回头草“ if really go back does that mean I am not a 好马?? She said if I am not happy at the new company can call her anytime… cause she wan me to go back and help her up.
I told her “OK” will call her if I want to change again…. Hahaha… but the other problem is how much can they offer me?? Salary is my main question…. As what I know they can’t offer a position with too high pay. Haiz… boring….

Little update for Lleroy…. I feel that he get very excited when he saw us playing with PSP or laptop… he will come and touch it…
Whenever his Daddy is playing PSP he will want to see together with Hubby if not he will beat the PSP so Daddy have no choice but to let him watch…..
Here are some pictures to share:

Trying my new toy....




Making funny faces for Mummy to take photo...


Guess what am I doing now??


Hahaha.. got it?! Disturb Daddy.. who ask him to play PSP in front of me!!





Busy watching my mother goose DVD....

日久见人心

I found that there are some people they are just too proud…
Proud is a very unfriendly word to me….
Why I said they are proud….
When they first came without any knowledge or rather new in everything…
Whatever you teach them they learn… after learning (Only basic) they will start to act like they are expertise…..
A little knowledge to them like so much till they can act like that??
They will try to find out more information from you and they will continue to act smart….
To me I find that if you know only this “little” information don't act like a expertise in front of those people who work in the same trade for years!!
Simply don't like these kind of people a lot… because once you taught them all the things, they will forget that they were once learning under you.
But when the first time you get close to them you won’t know what kind of person they are…
I can only say that “日久见人心”……………

He failed his hearing test!!!

Yesterday little Lleroy went for his hearing test. And the result is... he failed!!??
I don't that why he didn't want to show respond to the sound or he can't hear the sound?!?!
Don't think that he can't hear the sound maybe he just too sleepy and don't want to entertain the nurse. Although I am abit worry about it but I must think and stay positive... have to make other appointment for him to go back again for check-up on the hearing.

My new company called me up yesterday and said that they have a site meeting in BKK this coming October and they had included my share. I really hope to go but I can't bare to let Lleroy sleep w/o me at night if not I will miss him a lot. Knowing that it is unhealthy for both of us but I really used to let him sleep beside me if I put him back to his cot & sleep, in the middle of the night he will cry very pitiful and want me to carry him up.... this is actually a headaches for Hubby & me too.... same like me Hubby also feel empty if he did not sleep with us. Hahaha... but Hubby will always say let him sleep on his own if not next time when he grow up always want to sleep with us and everytime he said only (NO ACTION DONE).....

Sick???

I am on medical leave today... not that my body is sick but my heart and eyes are sick!!
Just because I don't want to attend the meeting that's why I take MC. I know it is bad but that is not what I want to do...

I just notice something about Lleroy... nowadays he will took his handkerchief and clean the floor and table... so cute!! I think it is because every time we do it in front of him and now he is trying to follow us. I didn't take any picture of that coz very lazy to take camera out... hahahaa!!!!

Daddy like to cover him up with blanket....


yummy.... yummy.... want to try???


My yeye and cousin, Travis.


This crazy woman always claim that I am her son-in-law... hahaha...

I think wait till I study primary school wonder if her daughter is here anot?? Hehe

Moody, Moody.....

Am I too much?? I am currently serving my notice to my current company.
But I seems like after I have tendered my letter I don't have the mood to work and I feel that I shouldn't bother so much about work.
I have been late since the day after I’ve tendered and TODAY I reach office at 9.20am!!! Oh… this is the first time over the 1 year time in this company.

Have been counting down my miserable days now…. everyday I reach office I will think of lunch time and after lunch time I will think of 6.15pm “GO HOME!!”
Hahaha… maybe I am too tired in this company coz I don't want to face those people who know 四川变脸!! Their face change faster than I change my clothes!
Smile at you sometimes seems like very caring to you but behind you, can stab you till you die also don't know why!?
I am not perfect too but at least don't do that behind others people back and still can act like you are a victim.
I am just not happy with something that happened last week.
BT sent out and email asked us SG/BB/AT to clear the backlog and asked us to discuss how to do about it.
However BB did not discuss with me (I don't know if she discussed with SG) she went to BT and tell her about it after that BT sent out and email saying as SG is too busy to do it so only BB and AT have to do it. I am just not happy why that BB did not discuss with me and she can go in and talk to BT about it!? When I just saw the email I went to her but she told me she is busy now asked me to wait. Ok I wait! I wait till she went home, next working day she also never asked me. I am still thinking if I were to clear the backlog in the first place I am not happy with it already…
In my previous company even though I resigned I still work very hard for them while serving my notice to the company but in PA I don't feel like it maybe I am too disappointed with the people here.
Everyday I don't feel like working, don't feel like coming to work, don't feel like facing these people, don't feel like sitting in the office, don't feel like talking to them!! SO MANY DON’T in my mind…..
Whatever it is I still have 12day (exclude weekend & public holiday) to go…..
I know it is unfair for someone but I just can’t face these kind of people anymore! I am sick and tired to see them now!

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I hope that in small office I don't have to face this kind of people again!
I hope it is a new start for me!
I hope I can be happier there!
I hope my new boss will appreciate my attitude & performance at work and not change of attitude towards me after I have fought so hard for them!
I hope I can leave happily everyday from now on!
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Mama!?

Notice that Lleroy have been saying "Mama" these two days....
it seems like he is calling me!? Oh... Hubby going to be jealous again!!
Hahaha...

The first time i heard him saying Mama is he is notti and not behaving himself so I beat him, he cried and said Mamamamamama.... Em... nvm second time is this morning while I am packing my things so I put him in his cot to play but later he cried and called Mama again!!!?? And the 3rd time is this afternoon... I was mopping the floor so I ask him to stay there down move around if not later he will fell down, he nv listen to me and keep following me here n there when he can't see me he cried and called Mama again!!! And now I am sure his Mama is calling me!! Hahahahaha.... If I will to tell Hubby about it he will get jealous again! Don't care just tell him everything... let him jealous :)

I am planning for Lleroy's birthday in Dec now I am wondering if I should prepare some gift for the guest for

Look how happy he is....

Picture taken before we set off to Chinatown on Sat....

With his yeye....

14 September, 08

Yesterday we went to Chinese garden with Hubby, Lleroy, Mommy, Jie jie, BIL, Ethyl & of cos her fat fat jiujiu. It seems like this is the first time I went to CG so is Hubby! :) And the blur me bring a camera out without battery hahaha... before we went out Hubby still asked me if there's battery for the camera and I answered him loudly "YES!" Hahaha... After we went out to Chinatown to buy lantern for the kids I wanted to test it... after taking 2 photos in the car while waiting for Hubby I saw the low batt sign is out and I know Hubby will sure scold me~ No choice no batt I also cant do anything since it is too late to charge. Never mind this is not the first time for me to be blur too. There is a fireworks at 8.30pm but we missed it coz Sis and mum is not here yet therefore we waited outside the tickets booth for me to reach. It is so stuffy and warm... Lleroy is tired so he is abit cranky too we went home at 10pm and slept about 12midnight.

Today I bring Lleroy out to my friend, Junhua, wedding lunch. Before I change for him I told him "Later Mummy bring you out, you must behave well coz Daddy is not going with us as he is working today." He is quite well behave today overall just that he is tired so he is abit cranky again!!!?? This is the first time I went for a wedding in the afternoon. after the function I told my friends that later don't know still want to take dinner anot? Coz the timing is not correct we finish the whole lunch about 3.45pm. Actually I wanted to take a cab back but my ex-manager said he want to drive me back coz he saw mi carrying a baby quite inconvenience. After reaching home I change Lleroy up into light clothing and let him sleep and I remove my makeup and bath. I am on leave tomorrow maybe I will bring Lleroy out to Pioneer Mall giant to buy him some fish bones. ** Hope that I won't be too lazy and tired tomorrow. **

Updates

Have been lazing around for months and find that I should have create a blog for my own.
Too many things had happened to me these few months and I hope it is not too late to update now... Lleroy just recover from his fever but after his fever there are lots of rashes over his body and face. Hubby & I are very worried if he is allergy to the drug given by the doctor?! So we went back to KKH again on Wed but the doctor said it is not allergy to the drug it is because after the fever subside so the rashes will appear but it is normal.

As for me now I am serving my notice to my company till 3rd Oct therefore my new job will start on 6th Oct. Thinking about my current job I am not very sad!! People around me asked me why I want to resign? Now people don't need you and don't appreciate you what is the point of staying there and face those ppl wic you don't want too!!?? I used to like this job so much and very happy to stay there but everything change after my maternity lve... they can give you sweet and later they take back the sweet and gives you nuts! Since the story is too long wic no point for me to talk about it! Just hoping my new job will be better and happier than now.