Night w/o Daddy

Yesterday was Daddy 1st day night shift for the month. This is not the 1st time he worked night shift however something Lleroy does last night was before going to bed he actually asking for Daddy?! After switching off the lights and TV Lleroy keep asking Daddy, Daddy?! So I told him Daddy is working night today for this months there are some days Daddy will not be sleeping with us... after telling him these he just lying down on the bed and sleep. When he woke up this morning he saw Daddy sleeping beside him and he started to "talk" to him (Daddy is asleep) after "talking" he kissed Daddy... the scenes is so sweet.

Stress!

I am lost! I don't know what I need and what I want actually! Things is not getting smoothes for me all the ways.... Thought I will have a new start, but not. Thinking of getting something new, nothing came! Am wondering what actually I need?! If there is a fairy godmother please come and help me! Couldn't explain to anyone how I feel, some how feel very stressful.... even for Hubby he asked me I also don't know how to tell him!! I am stress, stress, stress... Can someone tell me what I should do now?