Just some photos....

October

Ever since my FIL passed away I had enrolled Lleroy to full day instead so we dun have to rush in the afternoon to fetch him home. Hubby will fetch him home after work. Notice that after sending Lleroy to school he did learn more things than staying at home. At least now he know hands, legs, left/right, head, eyes, nose, mouth, etc etc..... He is learnIng how we speaks too. Yesterday 1 of his schoolmate bite him... I saw the teeth mark my heart so painful! Hubby told me that Teacher Shirley wanted to separate Lleroy and Travis to different class. becuase eversince Travis start to join the class Lleroy had become nottier. Everytime when teacher ask them to drink water he will drink but the next moment teacher not around he will go n play with Travis again. I agreed to it when Hubby told me about it. Alto it's been 4 weeks since my FIL passed away... ULast night I asked him "Lleroy, did u missed yeye?" he nodded his head than he tell me "no more" actually till now even for myself sometimes also not willing to accept the true! And till now I still can't tell Lleroy that his yeye will forever gone! I can only tell him yeye went to a far away place and enjoy his new life.....

September...

This picture is taken on his first day of school. Currently he is very happy and like going to school. Every morning after bathe will changed to his uniform, he will wait for me & hubby to bring him to school.... if the waiting time is too long he will hold my hand and want me to open the door. His lesson is only half a day in the morning... so ever since he started schooling, morning will be his play time and afternoon (1pm-5pm) will be his sleeping time.... and the feedback from his teacher is "Normally after lunch he will feel very tired and keep rubbing his eyes and when the class started to lay the mattress for the full day student he will want to lie down & sleep :)" Seeing him enjoying his lesson now I am very glad. I hope he will continue to loves schooling... he is now 21-mos and I start to plan for his 2yo BD now. Planning for a celebration in school and still thinking if wanna also celebrate it at home... December is coming and I got many planning need to be arranged. X'mas is coming too... need to think what to buy for the kids now!!

18 months soon

Lleroy is going to 18 months in another few days time.

However I found that time is really travelling very fast.... People asking asking me or Hubby when are we planning for number 2!? OMG! Indeed we are planning for a baby tiger or baby rabbit but everything yet to confirm. As the economics downturn there are many things unpredictable and I am also afraid that our financial will have problem.

How is he now? Oh well I can say that he is well. Sometimes like to call me "Mommy" or "Mama" and he called Hubby "Papa" or "Dad Dad", sometimes when he cough he will remember to cover his mouth but most of the times he will forget. Hehehe! I also taught him his eyes, ears, nose & mouth too. "Cover your ears" he will use his hand to cover, "pinch your nose" he will pinch his hand to pinch. I am also teaching him to wash his body, face, feet, hand while bathing too. When you told him time to bath, he will walk to the toilet and wait for you. Cute right? These few days he keep calling "Ah yee" at home but when he saw them he don't want to call them. Hahaha! Since he will be attending school when he is 19-mos I will leave most of it to the school teacher to teach him of cause I will also guide him bit by bit too.

I found that recently he is very bad tempered. I don't like the way that he is behaving now! If I punish him he will see who is around and he want the person to get him away from me! Most of the times it will always be his Yeye and I told Hubby to tell his dad if we are teaching or punishing him, his dad should be not there to love him!! If not Lleroy will always have this concept that "Mommy, Daddy punish me never mind, later Yeye will love me!" It is not convenient for me to talk to my FIL so the only person is his son!

My PIL always tell us that teaching children don't have to beat them. Yes, I know! But if they don't listen to you after repeating so many times there is no way of NO BEATING! I always feel like telling them when I am teaching my son please don't involve! Because we are staying together therefore many times I have to keep all my frustration to myself... They think that beating my boy i don't feel pain?!

Busy

I am abit lazy to update my blog as I am too tired to do it.
I am currently taking up a course therefore I am struggling between work & study! Some how I do regret why I don't want to study hard in the past too! I need to do assignment and study for my exam now. I really hope that this time I won't give up half way and can complete the whole course.

As for my little boy, I just enrolled him to "little skool house" pre-school program. His class will start on 1st Sept this year together with his cousin (My SIL's boy). Actually I don't really like to ideal both of them attend to the same school but for this family problem I don't feel like writing it down anyway I got no say too.

Initially I wanted to enrolled him for a half day session but after visiting the centre & listen to the teacher programs for the kids Hubby and I decide to enrolled him for full day. However till now I am still thinking if I want him to go for full day? I do regret enrolled him for FD as I think that he is still too young and I don't want to stress him too much now. Maybe later will discuss with Hubby again and decide before we pay for the down-payment.

Hubby will be on leave till end of the month. He will start his new job on 1st July and I hope that this new job can give him a better prospect for future.

Little Boy is down!

My little boy is down with flu, cough, fever! Seeing him not feeling well and the cough made him unable to eat & sleep well I feel very sad.... I wish I am the one that suffer NOT him!! And I only hope that he can get well soon!! Son, Mommy love you....!

Night w/o Daddy

Yesterday was Daddy 1st day night shift for the month. This is not the 1st time he worked night shift however something Lleroy does last night was before going to bed he actually asking for Daddy?! After switching off the lights and TV Lleroy keep asking Daddy, Daddy?! So I told him Daddy is working night today for this months there are some days Daddy will not be sleeping with us... after telling him these he just lying down on the bed and sleep. When he woke up this morning he saw Daddy sleeping beside him and he started to "talk" to him (Daddy is asleep) after "talking" he kissed Daddy... the scenes is so sweet.

Stress!

I am lost! I don't know what I need and what I want actually! Things is not getting smoothes for me all the ways.... Thought I will have a new start, but not. Thinking of getting something new, nothing came! Am wondering what actually I need?! If there is a fairy godmother please come and help me! Couldn't explain to anyone how I feel, some how feel very stressful.... even for Hubby he asked me I also don't know how to tell him!! I am stress, stress, stress... Can someone tell me what I should do now?

Should or Shouldn't I?

Thought of changing job *again*!!??

Not that I want to change, I feel that it seems like I got no other choice but to try. Since the economic downturn my current company had to change the working days from 5-day week to 4-day week therefore it's mean about 20% deduct of monthly salary and I believed not only my current company facing this pay deduction others too. If I were to change what if the company also facing this crisis? Sooner or later I will still facing the same problem. Hoping that my prayer will answered me ASAP....

Father & Son

Does they look alike? No right!! Hahaha, because my son resemble more like me! :)
Have not been uploading picture for my blog as it is not a easy task to take picture of this little boy... he always move here & there!! After taking his picture he will want you to show him his photo. He is already 15 months old and I have been looking for a neighbourhood CCC (Childcare Center) for him as I plan to enrol him when he is ready (18 or 22 mos). In order to motivate his learning interest early at home I also do some teaching at night after back from work, teaching him some things that he is surrounded with and food that he takes.

Recently he seems to be a big business boy! He would always take that spoil phone walking around, holding the phone talking to himself.

V-Day 14.02.09

After married there is no v-day for me anymore!! I can still remember when is the last time I received flowers from Hubby for V-day *14 Feb 2005* after that the reasons is always the same...."Flowers for what?! You can keep for long or neither you can eat!!" Guys just don't understand what a woman want!!

Was suppose to go Sentosa with Hubby & Lleroy on Sat. Since I can't celebrate my V-day with Hubby alone so I decided to spend as a family day instead. The trip was cancel as Lleroy is having fever since Friday evening!! So we decided to spend our time at home looking after the little ones.

About my little naughty boy!

Baby is about a packet of 10kgs rice!! Oh dear... can say that seems like abit heavy?! Nowadays he can get down from the bed on his own and sometimes when he know that you are angry he will try to make funny faces to cheer u up! I like his action sometimes however his temper is very bad... just like me :) When he do something and make me fed up with him he will come and hug me in order for me not to be angry with him. If his Daddy "bully" me (Hubby & I like to fight sometimes at nites!) and happen that I lose he will cry and later come over and hug me *sweet of him* or if his Daddy "beat" me I will act very sad and cry later he will look at his Daddy after that his hug will come to me! Hehe... we did try a few times... only when Daddy "bully" me he will come and hug me... if I "bully" Daddy and Hubby cry he will just look at him and ignore him! *Haha* And the jealous Daddy will say "U naughty boy, I don't love you anymore!" But no matter what Daddy say he will still ignore him.

Lleroy he loves baby too! This kpo boy every times when he heard my SIL daughter crying in the room he will walk in and look here n there! Notice that when I carry the baby gal he will come and hug me... perhaps he don't want me to carry other baby but after awhile he will run away and kpo liao.

Hubby and I are planning for a car of our own now. We might be getting it on early April which I hope so too!

~ Updates ~

It's 3rd day of CNY!! Happy New Year to everybody! There are people asking me to upload more Lleroy's photos but the same old reason again "the lazy mama lazy to upload!" Haha! This CNY i keep forgetting to take some photos, haiz!













He is wearing his Daddy's shirt cuz his Daddy want me to put on for him so that he can take some picture. Initially this little boy was excited last than 5 minutes he start to ask for HELP!! Cute right? More to go....



this look is cute....


the mommy and baby



My little driver-to-be
He seems to be interested in driving.... perhaps 1 day he might become a F1 racer.. haha~ *dreaming*




The best part is he know he need to change gear wor....

This picture is specially upload for his notti Ah yi...

Honeymoon?

From married till now we have not been for our honeymoon yet!

I really feel that we should go for our honeymoon but now is not a good time to go for holiday due to the economic is not doing well moreover we now we have a baby with us if we want to travel too long we will sure miss him..... :(

For this year Lau's aim is to get a car of his own! Which I hoping for years too... Hehehe! Therefore we have to delay our honeymoon again. Wonder when can he really fulfill my dreams as I always wanted to travel alone with him! Perhaps gonna wait till his "rice bowl" is secure first. Everywhere is not doing well now heard many of our customer is going for retrenchment or force leave. Hope we can have a better year this year!

Year 2009

It's Year 2009 now! I still not yet list out what is my aim for this year.
Since Year 2009 CNY is just around the I have yet to buy anything for myself yet! I have not been feeling very happy recently cuz I just bought a shirt for Hubby instead of saying Thank you to me, he keep grumble at me for buying such expensive shirt!! I am very sad! I didn't even buy anything for myself I shopped the whole day buying for him and baby he didn't even want to thanks me!! :(
After that he regretted what he say to me and apologies to me but it is too late as he had already hurt my feeling! I am very unhappy because of what he said.... Sometimes I hope that he can understand my feeling more rather than always think of his own feeling... guys are like tat they can take thing for granted and when they know that something is wrong they don't even want to do anything!?

Nevermind at least finally he keep his mouth shut! And he will sponsor my CNY clothes for this year, not so bad wor! Hehe!