Moody, Moody.....

Am I too much?? I am currently serving my notice to my current company.
But I seems like after I have tendered my letter I don't have the mood to work and I feel that I shouldn't bother so much about work.
I have been late since the day after I’ve tendered and TODAY I reach office at 9.20am!!! Oh… this is the first time over the 1 year time in this company.

Have been counting down my miserable days now…. everyday I reach office I will think of lunch time and after lunch time I will think of 6.15pm “GO HOME!!”
Hahaha… maybe I am too tired in this company coz I don't want to face those people who know 四川变脸!! Their face change faster than I change my clothes!
Smile at you sometimes seems like very caring to you but behind you, can stab you till you die also don't know why!?
I am not perfect too but at least don't do that behind others people back and still can act like you are a victim.
I am just not happy with something that happened last week.
BT sent out and email asked us SG/BB/AT to clear the backlog and asked us to discuss how to do about it.
However BB did not discuss with me (I don't know if she discussed with SG) she went to BT and tell her about it after that BT sent out and email saying as SG is too busy to do it so only BB and AT have to do it. I am just not happy why that BB did not discuss with me and she can go in and talk to BT about it!? When I just saw the email I went to her but she told me she is busy now asked me to wait. Ok I wait! I wait till she went home, next working day she also never asked me. I am still thinking if I were to clear the backlog in the first place I am not happy with it already…
In my previous company even though I resigned I still work very hard for them while serving my notice to the company but in PA I don't feel like it maybe I am too disappointed with the people here.
Everyday I don't feel like working, don't feel like coming to work, don't feel like facing these people, don't feel like sitting in the office, don't feel like talking to them!! SO MANY DON’T in my mind…..
Whatever it is I still have 12day (exclude weekend & public holiday) to go…..
I know it is unfair for someone but I just can’t face these kind of people anymore! I am sick and tired to see them now!

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I hope that in small office I don't have to face this kind of people again!
I hope it is a new start for me!
I hope I can be happier there!
I hope my new boss will appreciate my attitude & performance at work and not change of attitude towards me after I have fought so hard for them!
I hope I can leave happily everyday from now on!
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Mama!?

Notice that Lleroy have been saying "Mama" these two days....
it seems like he is calling me!? Oh... Hubby going to be jealous again!!
Hahaha...

The first time i heard him saying Mama is he is notti and not behaving himself so I beat him, he cried and said Mamamamamama.... Em... nvm second time is this morning while I am packing my things so I put him in his cot to play but later he cried and called Mama again!!!?? And the 3rd time is this afternoon... I was mopping the floor so I ask him to stay there down move around if not later he will fell down, he nv listen to me and keep following me here n there when he can't see me he cried and called Mama again!!! And now I am sure his Mama is calling me!! Hahahahaha.... If I will to tell Hubby about it he will get jealous again! Don't care just tell him everything... let him jealous :)

I am planning for Lleroy's birthday in Dec now I am wondering if I should prepare some gift for the guest for

Look how happy he is....

Picture taken before we set off to Chinatown on Sat....

With his yeye....

14 September, 08

Yesterday we went to Chinese garden with Hubby, Lleroy, Mommy, Jie jie, BIL, Ethyl & of cos her fat fat jiujiu. It seems like this is the first time I went to CG so is Hubby! :) And the blur me bring a camera out without battery hahaha... before we went out Hubby still asked me if there's battery for the camera and I answered him loudly "YES!" Hahaha... After we went out to Chinatown to buy lantern for the kids I wanted to test it... after taking 2 photos in the car while waiting for Hubby I saw the low batt sign is out and I know Hubby will sure scold me~ No choice no batt I also cant do anything since it is too late to charge. Never mind this is not the first time for me to be blur too. There is a fireworks at 8.30pm but we missed it coz Sis and mum is not here yet therefore we waited outside the tickets booth for me to reach. It is so stuffy and warm... Lleroy is tired so he is abit cranky too we went home at 10pm and slept about 12midnight.

Today I bring Lleroy out to my friend, Junhua, wedding lunch. Before I change for him I told him "Later Mummy bring you out, you must behave well coz Daddy is not going with us as he is working today." He is quite well behave today overall just that he is tired so he is abit cranky again!!!?? This is the first time I went for a wedding in the afternoon. after the function I told my friends that later don't know still want to take dinner anot? Coz the timing is not correct we finish the whole lunch about 3.45pm. Actually I wanted to take a cab back but my ex-manager said he want to drive me back coz he saw mi carrying a baby quite inconvenience. After reaching home I change Lleroy up into light clothing and let him sleep and I remove my makeup and bath. I am on leave tomorrow maybe I will bring Lleroy out to Pioneer Mall giant to buy him some fish bones. ** Hope that I won't be too lazy and tired tomorrow. **

Updates

Have been lazing around for months and find that I should have create a blog for my own.
Too many things had happened to me these few months and I hope it is not too late to update now... Lleroy just recover from his fever but after his fever there are lots of rashes over his body and face. Hubby & I are very worried if he is allergy to the drug given by the doctor?! So we went back to KKH again on Wed but the doctor said it is not allergy to the drug it is because after the fever subside so the rashes will appear but it is normal.

As for me now I am serving my notice to my company till 3rd Oct therefore my new job will start on 6th Oct. Thinking about my current job I am not very sad!! People around me asked me why I want to resign? Now people don't need you and don't appreciate you what is the point of staying there and face those ppl wic you don't want too!!?? I used to like this job so much and very happy to stay there but everything change after my maternity lve... they can give you sweet and later they take back the sweet and gives you nuts! Since the story is too long wic no point for me to talk about it! Just hoping my new job will be better and happier than now.