Am I too much?? I am currently serving my notice to my current company.
But I seems like after I have tendered my letter I don't have the mood to work and I feel that I shouldn't bother so much about work.
I have been late since the day after I’ve tendered and TODAY I reach office at 9.20am!!! Oh… this is the first time over the 1 year time in this company.
Have been counting down my miserable days now…. everyday I reach office I will think of lunch time and after lunch time I will think of 6.15pm “GO HOME!!”
Hahaha… maybe I am too tired in this company coz I don't want to face those people who know 四川变脸!! Their face change faster than I change my clothes!
Smile at you sometimes seems like very caring to you but behind you, can stab you till you die also don't know why!?
I am not perfect too but at least don't do that behind others people back and still can act like you are a victim.
I am just not happy with something that happened last week.
BT sent out and email asked us SG/BB/AT to clear the backlog and asked us to discuss how to do about it.
However BB did not discuss with me (I don't know if she discussed with SG) she went to BT and tell her about it after that BT sent out and email saying as SG is too busy to do it so only BB and AT have to do it. I am just not happy why that BB did not discuss with me and she can go in and talk to BT about it!? When I just saw the email I went to her but she told me she is busy now asked me to wait. Ok I wait! I wait till she went home, next working day she also never asked me. I am still thinking if I were to clear the backlog in the first place I am not happy with it already…
In my previous company even though I resigned I still work very hard for them while serving my notice to the company but in PA I don't feel like it maybe I am too disappointed with the people here.
Everyday I don't feel like working, don't feel like coming to work, don't feel like facing these people, don't feel like sitting in the office, don't feel like talking to them!! SO MANY DON’T in my mind…..
Whatever it is I still have 12day (exclude weekend & public holiday) to go…..
I know it is unfair for someone but I just can’t face these kind of people anymore! I am sick and tired to see them now!
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I hope that in small office I don't have to face this kind of people again!
I hope it is a new start for me!
I hope I can be happier there!
I hope my new boss will appreciate my attitude & performance at work and not change of attitude towards me after I have fought so hard for them!
I hope I can leave happily everyday from now on!
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But I seems like after I have tendered my letter I don't have the mood to work and I feel that I shouldn't bother so much about work.
I have been late since the day after I’ve tendered and TODAY I reach office at 9.20am!!! Oh… this is the first time over the 1 year time in this company.
Have been counting down my miserable days now…. everyday I reach office I will think of lunch time and after lunch time I will think of 6.15pm “GO HOME!!”
Hahaha… maybe I am too tired in this company coz I don't want to face those people who know 四川变脸!! Their face change faster than I change my clothes!
Smile at you sometimes seems like very caring to you but behind you, can stab you till you die also don't know why!?
I am not perfect too but at least don't do that behind others people back and still can act like you are a victim.
I am just not happy with something that happened last week.
BT sent out and email asked us SG/BB/AT to clear the backlog and asked us to discuss how to do about it.
However BB did not discuss with me (I don't know if she discussed with SG) she went to BT and tell her about it after that BT sent out and email saying as SG is too busy to do it so only BB and AT have to do it. I am just not happy why that BB did not discuss with me and she can go in and talk to BT about it!? When I just saw the email I went to her but she told me she is busy now asked me to wait. Ok I wait! I wait till she went home, next working day she also never asked me. I am still thinking if I were to clear the backlog in the first place I am not happy with it already…
In my previous company even though I resigned I still work very hard for them while serving my notice to the company but in PA I don't feel like it maybe I am too disappointed with the people here.
Everyday I don't feel like working, don't feel like coming to work, don't feel like facing these people, don't feel like sitting in the office, don't feel like talking to them!! SO MANY DON’T in my mind…..
Whatever it is I still have 12day (exclude weekend & public holiday) to go…..
I know it is unfair for someone but I just can’t face these kind of people anymore! I am sick and tired to see them now!
***************************************************************************************
I hope that in small office I don't have to face this kind of people again!
I hope it is a new start for me!
I hope I can be happier there!
I hope my new boss will appreciate my attitude & performance at work and not change of attitude towards me after I have fought so hard for them!
I hope I can leave happily everyday from now on!
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